.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 7:11 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
haiz today is the day i will never forget in my whole life hmm today woke up a loud sond by my dad he was shouting eh quick come ur mum is nt moving then i went to the room n saw my mum hands up n her body was cold i tried to wake her up by pushing her body but never work up n her hand was very stiff then i put my hand under her nose no sigh of breathing then i faster call pa call 995 then ambulance came check puls no sigh then they say sorry sir ur wife is dead then i was like shocked lor then they called police then go bath then change sch cloths
dad say no need go to sch la i dun want ma i wanted to go sch cause i was too shocked cause my mum had a sudden death n peaceful one hope u will R.I.P ma ><
i will miss you de why must every they one by one leave me ? sob i lost my auntie now i lost my mum haiz a 14 years old teenage need to face so much problem haiz then went to sch wib hao n nu er then nu er say she saw ambulance then very scray then eyes soggy then tears never drp la then like no mood lor then wait for taxi dun have single taxi pass by then walk to sch never talk much haiz gt few times i wanted to cry out but i force my self to stop crying yay i did it but sadly in sch canteen i cried sorry guys i really can't control my self haiz n really sorry abt this cause we can't settle aaron problem n wa aaron wanted to call ming hong to help wor lols ? dare scold ppl then dun dare face the prob wat kind of person is tat ? xia lan ? xia xuey or wat dog ah ? then nu er giv me tisue trecia confort me then wei hao n jacob also confort me haiz me first time cried in sec school haiz really sorry make u guys no mood then sci go lap trecia n nu er ask me mai cry mai emo n wat happen dun want tell then after sci came out then trecia ask me wat happen then i said wat if u woke up n saw ur mum died infront of you how would you feel she was like shocked la then go tell wei hao then at class outside ask me really or i joking de then tell them lo then started crying again 2nd time le awwww ><
then history also nevr talk much la just do work lo tml test i not going cause my mum de funeral haiz i really hope i can go to school cause i got a very uneasy feeling at home n this kind of feeling hor make me dam sad n no mood so i wanted to stay out of hse for few days then MT pon class for abt 30 min la go chat wib hao n nu er then they go bck to class lols ? then out chat lor then 3mao call me gto-papa my audi char name but hor now pw change is lvl 21 de haizz then never cry again le cause nu er , trecia n hao cheer me up lei thanks guys u all had been a really good friend i every had in my life :P i promise i won't sad le i will go on my life, then today H.E dun have cooking so dun want talk abt it thn VCE even sien dun talk abt it, after school went home then my 2nd auntie at my hse she say tml dun go sch cause my mum funeral must go then when she said tat hor tears rolled down her eyes haiz i also wanted to cry but hor gt like some kind of feeling make me dun want to cry then 3rd auntie call then they 2 chat abt mum de funeral then nu er can't call in ps o: then they come my she tgt go wei hao hse lo. then nu er call me mai sad mai sad thx nu er i really nt sad le y u all dun belive me ? hmm maybe after i took a slp 2night i will 4get every thing de next day ? then at coffe shop eat lunch tgt then go play ground wanted to do project there de but hor the laptop battery keep droping out then never use it lo, then play at there wib nu er trecia n hao then had fun la nt really tat fun but at least i won't rmb ma haiz n i dam sad lor nu er keep calling ma ma ma then make me think of me calling my mum den we go shop shop trecia buy chewing gum from a shop then they dun know buy wat shyt hahas then go eat desert lawls then they share lor cause we each gt one bowl ma then u take my i take urs den no body took trecia de casue dam er xin hahahs then go home lo then wait for 109 but hor dam long so we walked then dun want talk to nu er whahah then she sa jiao lawls u win la like baby like tat then chat chat then walk home lor trecia alone ps wor xD then in lift one girl sucking the milk bottle i think shes abt p2~p3 la then after they left wa LOL sia then go home lo
And i must thanks you guys for bringing bck my smile
n thanks for pei-ing me i nt sure la maybe is pei me hahas
n confort me when i'm down and i'm great-full to have u guys :P
